Continuing from Monday. I am no longer holding on my previous job (probation). My approach is not to stew over things past.
The opportunity that the HR rep spoke about, yup, that was truth, though it’s not “cast in stone” yet, in that the paperwork is not all complete. With all assurance, the rep is confident it will be so, and that role will be available.
As one saying says, the light at the end of the tunnel could be a train coming towards you at a high speed. The exhale of one leads to inhale of the next. It was going to be an end of a journey with the probation. Nothing is guaranteed though, which is true. But there was an absent of warning, from anyone, that the probation might not go through. That was bewildering.
Rather than take stock and continue the journey with that probation -> job; now the option is to take this other job, which is not too dissimilar from the one that I did not pass probation on. If that probation was an end of that journey, is this second role the start of another? Feels like I am both coming and coming. Well, most certainly yes, does it go the same way as the first one? I heard some assurance it won’t.
I need a break. The thing is the permanent job “came to an end”, though I did not. To switch over to a new role (the one the probation went wrong for them) was a mega task. Really, I don’t have any choices. With the end of the week coming, I’ll give my mind and body a rest. Decision next week.
